Just a few drops

It started out as such a nice day. I went for a very nice long walk. It was beautiful outside. Birds were happy. People were out gardening. Some were watering the grass. I mean it was very sunny and warm. And also very brown. Everything was just brown. Trees, grass, streets… All one color.

I was thinking how much rain could help out. To freshen everything. To wash away winter’s leftovers. To help me out. I wanted it to rain so I could enjoy a warm but rainy day outside. To see how thirsty land drinks up all that rain. I wanted to sit outside, drink my espresso and watch the world wet away into a rebirth. I love writing when it rains. I love reading when it rains. I love drinking hot coffee on the patio when it rains. I love watching it when it rains. except it doesn’t rain. It snows. Welcome to my life. There is no in between.

 

I read, I type, I text: so why is it that I can't write a fraking essay?

Having the hardest time concentrating on my school work. What should be the last few months of school is becoming a few years of hell!!!

It is hard to write English essays when you get old. Seriously… how hard is it to sit down (with a can of RedBull) and concentrate on two very short stories, compare them, and write a beautiful essay about {something very meaningful}.

Turns out it can be very hard. I did have the help of RedBull. It helped, except now I am bouncing off the walls and oh yeeaasss!!! I am thinking and talking… for last three hours non-stop… except -> ABOUT ALL THE WRONG THINGS!!!!

HELP!

I need to concentrate on my essay. Turns out what I read, write and do has nothing to do with school work and/or academic writing.

Lesson learned today: School is Useless!

What are your thoughts on this?